Bipolarity … seen as the main definition of the human being …by romanian author Adrian Dumitru
I’ve been called … like this.
Not only one time.
… and not only by just one person.
At that time … i’ve felt all is a rude attitude towards me … but … today i see all as … a message.
Somehow … i accept this definition.
I look at my behaviour … and i realise that it’s true.
I analyse all my thoughts … seeing the non ending emotional balance … and … again I understand that bipolarity is part of my personality.
… by a lifetime.
So … i ask myself what is bipolarity?!
What is my bipolarity?!
Can … i stop myself be bipolar?!
What if this definition is just … illusory?!
Well …
But … you know … recently … I’ve started to realise that bipolarity represents… the contradictory from us.
… that large spectrum of thoughts, feelings, emotions…
And … it’s normal as this spectrum to exist.
Yes … it’s absolutely normal.
I also trend to believe that bipolarity is actually a lot related with … duality.
In fact … it’s its representation … sometimes even in its absolute form.
Stop being dominated by bipolarity … would actually mean to disconnect from the duality from us.
So … is it really possible?!
Should i still consider all as an offence … being defined as a bipolar person?!
Well ….
Maybe … I should see all as normality.
… as part of this substance from us … which is always metamorphosed in one million ways.
I smile.
Little by little …. I start to accept myself.
… just as i am.
Cause … i’ll always remain defined by as a large spectrum of things.
My actions … will remain contradictory.
My thoughts … will always be like that.
My feelings and emotions … will always balance.
All is part of life.
And … all is part of my life too.
So …. all i should do is to practice the acceptance in its absolute form.
Whatever i do … is ok.
… even if it looks stupid.
Whatever i feel … is ok.
…. even if it looks illusory.
Then … allow to my life to continue.
… whatever that means.
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